My enemy is back.. FLU!!! cannot stand it anymore.. i cannot believe how much the flu loves me.. It IS NOT GOING AWAY! hmm... today i was supposed to go for maths supp but coz of my stupid enemy, i couldnt go.. on mc.. (weep) missing sch, missing friends.. love u peeps loads! =) my enemy better leave soon.. everytime he makes his visit, i would get so damn angry at least once that day, and as expected, i got angry today..
I GOT SO ANGRY THAT I THREW THE PHONE which was supposed to hit my bro but it hit the wall and came apart... thank god i could fix it .. phew.. sigh
i cannot believe i got this angry just coz my bro put an ice cube on my face when i was sleeping! Anger, a gd friend of flu.. They would always come to visit me together. but flu would usually leave soon unlike anger that arouses from within...

Yesterday was the north-d day for guides! man was it tiriing... we had to stay in the sun for sooo long.. i was participating in the flagpole competition and u know what, they started without us!!! lolz we were among the next batch la. haha.. okok enough negatives, let think abt the positives.. AHHH!!! WE WON 4 TROPHIES!!!!! AHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!! WE CLINCHED THE FIRST TWO PLACES FOR FLAGPOLE AND TENT PITCHING! actually we won the relay also..

Hui Xin mam was SOO happy! AND SO WERE WE!!! we were practically sreaming thruoghout the return journey! our presence is made

Being too close to ppl is scary! u'll never know when they'll hurt u..
my friends are gone... should i be happy or sad? i didn want any close friends! i dun want to love-like anyone! but, life seems plain without them...
is everyone the same? they'll be nice, in fact so nice that u trust them to the peak of how much u can trust anyone and then, BOOM! one day, they stop talking to u, ignore u and even say that they always hated u...
there is no other way?

Hey everyone!

Its finally the JUNE HOLIDAYS!!! ahh!!
its time for a looooong break BUT, dun forget to catch up on your schoolwork aight. hmm.. let me see.. what shall i do for this one draggy, boring, school-free one month? =( i hav no idea yet.. how sad.. I must find a way to entertain myself lolz haha

Konvict Konvict
Oh
Ohoohwooe
Oooh
Ooohhwooe

Nobody wanna see us together
But it don't matter no
Cause I got you babe
Nobody wanna see us together
But it don't matter no
Cause I got you babe
Cause we gon' fight
Oh yes we gon' fight
Believe we gon' fight
We gon' fight
Fight for our right to love yeah
Nobody wanna see us together
But it don't matter no
Cause I got you

Nobody wanna see us together
Nobody thought we'd last forever
I feel I'm hopin' and prayin'
Things between us don't get better
Men steady comin' after you
Women steady comin' after me
Seem like everybody wanna go for self
And don't wanna respect boundaries
Tellin' you all those lies
Just to get on your side
But I must admit there was a couple secrets
I held inside
But just know that I tried
To always apologize
And I'ma have you first always in my heart
To keep you satisfied

Nobody wanna see us together
But it don't matter no
Cause I got you babe
Nobody wanna see us together
But it don't matter no
Cause I got you babe
Cause we gon' fight
Oh yes we gon' fight
Believe we gon' fight
We gon' fight
Fight for our right to love yeah
Nobody wanna see us together
But it don't matter no
Cause I got you

Got every right to wanna leave
Got every right to wanna go
Got every right to hit the road
And never talk to me no more
You don't even have to call
Even check for me at all
Because the way I been actin' lately
Has been off the wall
Especially toward you
Puttin' girls before you
And they watchin' everything I been doin'
Just to hurt you
Most of it just ain't you
Ain't true
And they won't show you
How much of a queen you are to me
And why I love you baby

Nobody wanna see us together
But it don't matter no
Cause I got you babe
Nobody wanna see us together
But it don't matter no
Cause I got you babe
Cause we gon' fight
Oh yes we gon' fight
Believe we gon' fight
We gon' fight
Fight for our right to love yeah
Nobody wanna see us together
But it don't matter no
Cause I got you

Oh oh oh oh oh
Cause I got you
Cause I got you
Ooooh
Cause I got you babe
Cause I got you

Nobody wanna see us together
But it don't matter no
Cause I got you babe
Nobody wanna see us together
But it don't matter no
Cause I got you babe
Cause we gon' fight
Oh yes we gon' fight
Believe we gon' fight
We gon' fight
Fight for our right to love yeah
Nobody wanna see us together
But it don't matter no
Cause I got you
Nobody wanna see us together
But it don't matter no
Cause I got you babe
Nobody wanna see us together
But it don't matter no
Cause I got you babe
Cause we gon' fight
Oh yes we gon' fight
Believe we gon' fight
We gon' fight
Fight for our right to love yeah
Nobody wanna see us together
But it don't matter no
Cause I got you

this post is dedicated to all those who hav the want to commit suicide...

u hav no right to take away ur life. every single person is born for a reason.. no matter how hard ur life get, commiting suicide is not the only way, neither is it the best way.. you need courage. Prove to the rest that u hav the courage to go though and overcome all difficulties!

i used to hav many thought of comittng suicide but, i made a promise to my family and friends, a promise that i would NEVER try to commit suicide. and now, even if i want to, i cant, and i will NEVER break this promise..

god gave u ur life. when the time comes, he'll take it away from u.. until then, live life to the happiest u can.. get rid of the want to end ur life..

keep this in mind, if u think u'll be happy if u end yr life, think again.. u might be happy, but there are alot others would think about u everyday, who admire u,who love u, do u think they'll be happy?

Yeah...
I know sometimes, things may not always make sense to you right now
But hey, what daddy always tell you?
Straighten up little soldier - stiffen up that upper lip
What you cryin about? You got me

[Verse 1]
Hailie I know you miss your mom, and I know you miss your dad
when I'm gone but I'm tryin to give you the life that I never had
I can see you're sad, even when you smile, even when you laugh
I can see it in your eyes, deep inside you wanna cry
Cause you're scared, I ain't there, daddy's with you in your prayers
No more cryin, wipe them tears, daddy's here no more nightmares
We gon' pull together through it, we gon' do it
Laney, Uncle's crazy ain't he yeah but he loves you girl and you better know it
We're all we got it this world, when it spins, when it swirls
When it whirls, when it twirls, two little beautiful girls
Lookin puzzled, in a daze, I know it's confusin you
Daddy's always on the move, mama's always on the news
I try to keep up sheltered from it, but somehow it seems
the harder that I try to do that the more it backfires on me
All the things growin up as Daddy that he had to see
Daddy don't want you to see but you see just as much as he did
We did not plan it to be this way, your mother and me
But things have got so bad between us, I don't see us ever bein
together ever again, like we used to be when we was teenagers
But then of course everything always happens for a reason
I guess it was never meant to be
But it's just somethin that we have no control over and that's what destiny is
But no more worries, rest your head and go to sleep
Maybe one day we'll wake up and this'll all just be a dream

[Chorus]
Now hush little baby, don't you cry
Everything's gonna be alright
Stiffen that upper lip up little lady, I told ya
Daddy's here to hold, ya through the night
I know mommy's not here right now and we don't know why
We feel how we feel inside
It may seem a little crazy, pretty baby
But I promise, momma's gon' be alright

[Verse 2]
Heh, it's funny
I remember back one year when daddy had no money
Mommy wrapped the Christmas presents up and stuck 'em under the tree
and said some of 'em weren't from me, cause daddy couldn't buy 'em
I'll never forget that Christmas I sat up the whole night cryin
Cause daddy felt like a bum, see daddy had a job
But his job was to keep the food on the table for you and mom
And at the time, every house that we lived in
Either kept gettin broken into and robbed or shot up on the block
And your mom, was savin money for you in a jar
Tryin to start a piggy bank for you so you could go to college
Almost had a thousand dollars, 'til someone broke in and stole it
And I know it hurt so bad it broke your momma's heart
And it seemed like everything was just startin to fall apart
Mom and dad was arguin a lot so momma moved back
on the Chalmers in the flat, one bedroom apartment
And dad moved back to the other side of 8 Mile on Novara
And that's when daddy went to California with his CD
and met Dr. Dre, and flew you and momma out to see me
But daddy had to work, you and momma had to leave me
Then you started seein daddy on the TV
And momma didn't like it, and you and Laney were too young to understand it
Papa was a rollin stone, momma developed a habit
And it all happened too fast for either one of us to grab it
I'm just sorry you were there and had to witness it first hand
Cause all I ever wanted to do was just make you proud
Now I'm sittin in this empty house, just reminiscin
Lookin at your baby pictures, it just trips me out
To see how much you both have grown, it's almost like you're sisters now
Wow, guess you pretty much are, and daddy's still here
Laney I'm talkin to you too, daddy's still here
I like the sound of that, yeah, it's got a ring to it don't it?
Shh, momma's only gone for the moment

[Chorus]

[Eminem]
And if you ask me to daddy's gonna buy you a mockingbird
I'ma give you the world
I'ma buy a diamond ring for you, I'ma sing for you
I'll do anything for you to see you smile
And if that mockingbird don't sing and that ring don't shine
I'ma break that birdie's neck
I'd go back to the jeweler who sold it to ya
And make him eat every carat....

May I have your attention please?
May I have your attention please?
Will the real Slim Shady please stand up?
I repeat will the real Slim Shady please stand up?
We're going to have a problem here
c
(Verse 1)

Ya'll act like you never seen a white person before
jaws all on the floor like Pam like Tommy just burst in the door
started whoopin her ass worse than before
they first get divorced throwing her over furniture (scream)
It's the return of the
"Oh wait, no way, your kidding, he didn't just say what I think he did, did
he?"
And Dr Dre said
....Nothing you idiots Dr Dre's dead, he's locked in my basement (haha)
Feminist women love Eminem
Chicka chicka chicka Slim Shady I'm sick of him
look at him, walking around grabbing his you know what
Flipin' the you know who "yeah, but hes so cute though"
Yea I probably got a couple of screws up in my head loose
but no worse than what's going on in your parent's bedrooms
Sometimes I wanna get on TV and just let loose,
but can't, but its cool for Tom Green to hump a dead moose
my bum is on your lips, my bum is on your lips
and if I'm lucky you might just give it a little kiss
and that's the message that we deliver to little kids
and expect them not to know what a womens clitoris is.
Of course they gonna know what intercourse is
by the time they hit 4th grade,
they got the discovery channel don't they?
We ain't nothing but mammals; well some of us cannibals
who cut other people open like cantaloupes.
But if we can hump dead animals and antelopes
then there's no reason that a man and another man can't elope
But if you feel like I feel I got the antidote.
Women wave your panty hoes, sing the chorus and it goes...

(Chorus)

I'm Slim Shady
Yes I'm the real Shady
All you other Slim Shadys are just imitating
So won't the real Slim Shady...
Please stand up, Please stand up, Please stand up
becuase I'm Slim Shady
Yes I'm the real Shady
All you other Slim Shadys are just imitating
So won't the real Slim shady...
Please stand up, Please stand up, Please stand up

(Verse 2)

Will Smith don't gotta cuss in his raps to sell records
Well I do, so fuck him and fuck you too.
You think I give a damm about a Grammy?
Half of you critics can't even stomach me, let alone stand me.
"But Slim what if u win wouldn't it be weird?"
Why? So you guys can just lie to get me here?
So you can sit me here next to Britney Spears.
Shit, Christina Aguilera better switch me chairs
So I can sit next to Carson Daly and Fred Durst
And hear 'em argue over who she gave head to first.
Little bitch put me on blast on MTV
"yeah he's cute but I think he's married to Kim, hehe"
I should download her audio on mp3
And show the whole world how you gave Eminem V.D. (scream)
I'm sick of you little girl and boy groups all you do is annoy me
So I've been sent here to destroy you
And theres a million of us just like me
Who cuss like me
Who just don't give a fuck like me
Who dress like me
Walk, talk and act like me
It just might be the next best thing
But not quite me

(chorus)

(Verse 3)

I'm like a headtrip to listen to
Cause I'm only giving you
things you joke about with your friends inside your living room
The only difference is I got the balls to say it in front of ya'll
And I don't gotta be false or sugar coated at all
I just get on the mic and spit it
And whether you like to admit it (rip)
I just shit it better than 90% of you rappers out there
Then you wonder how can kidz eat up these albums like valiums.
Its funny cuz at the rate im going when I'm 30
Ill be the only person in the nursing home flirting.
Pinching nurses asses when I'm jackin' off with Jergens and I'm jerking
But this whole bag of viagra isn't working
And every single person is a Slim Shady lurkin'
He could be workin at Burger King spitten on your onion rings
Or in the parking lot circling
screaming I don't give a fuck
With his windows down and system up
So will the real Shady, please stand up
and put one of those fingures on each hand up
and to be proud to be outta your mind and outta control
and one more time, loud as you can, how does it go?

actually u know what, i dun really like to eat pineapples... they're so sour!

Hey peeps!

tmr is my bro's b'day! ahh! i haven buy anything for him yet! hmm...
i was thinking of buying the new lp album for him (obviously i'll make a copy for myself first) but hes borrowing it from his friend to copy..
oh well, so that is out too... if anyone has any suggestions, tag me k?

HAPPY ADVANCED B'DAY BRO! lol

My two closest friends are fighting and i donno what to do... i used to fight with one of them but not anymore.. why must it be like this? are there friendships without fights in this world? hurting one another is a very bad thing to do. the heart is a very sensitive part of us and we must not let it cry...

hmm...

some ppl, they just do freaky things! argh!! how in the world is a person able to be super nice? It TOTALLy freaks me out. u see, everytime i try to tell them about their faults, the even take them as compliment! HOW?!!!

A king sails in a Gold Ship,
A queen sails in a Silver Ship,

We all sail in FRIENDSHIP =)

Friends are everywhere
u just don't know they're there

A true friend is someone who will always be there for u,
in good times or in bad times, they'll be right next to u
Treasure your friends, u cannot live without them
Make them happy, make them cry
but NEVER make them feel alone
In this dark cold world, all u need is one true friend, to brighen your life and to cherish
Till the very end...

To all Mothers,

Happy Mother's Day!

i was just thinking abt something. Hmm... actually, today is not the real mother's day for your moms.. u see, one can only become a mother if she has a child. so that means that, mother's day for your mother is the day u were born! lol its true! next time, wish her a happy mother's day on ur birthday k? haha

Create your own Friend Test here


Good Luck Doing The Test! =)

I am so happy! the main tests are all over ! i just love the weekends... test-free, no worries , relax and simply just relax...

BUT! there are still 2 more papers coming up... sigh. lit and home econs... Oh well, all the best!! 2/4 all the way!

Aloha ppl!

Today has been SO FEAKY! i donno why but i felt like telling ppl alot of things.
i was taking my own sweet time... nonono! my time isnt that sweet lol
anyway, the main point is that i was taking my time, walking to my violin class frm little india mrt station when suddenly! i felt like sending my close friends a message frm my heart..

if ur world comes crushing down,
and even when everyone is against you,
i'll always be there for u =)

but the sad thing was that only two of them replyed and u know what they said?
they said that the love me! aww.. so sweet
love u ppl loads too!!! haha

ok that's what happened before my violin class...

but after that, when i was going for my vocal class, felt something again! ahh!!! this time it was for 'SOK' (i shall not reveal his name) wahahahaha!!!! too curiuos huh? lol u can stay that way coz i'm not telling u what i sent. =D
but, ... i am feeling kinda bad after sending that to him...